Today I got a comment from a person calling
herself “Annie Byam” on the No boundaries: 10 Commandments of DysfunctionalFamilies Pt 7(1) blog entry.
I found the comment offensive and after
reading it a couple of times, began to wonder if it might be the work of an
internet troll or perhaps even a trolling narcissist, looking for a place to
offload some choler in an effort to stir up a little Nsupply. I thought I would
publish her comment here (as well as my irascible reply) and invite your
opinions in the comment section.
Annie Byam:
Unfortunately, the writer of this original
article ( above - at the top ) has used this medium to show his own anguish,
deteriorations, indecisivieness, and powerlessness - as he sees it - to all who
will read it. It is sad of course, but should not be taken too seriously -
after all it is from a person who at the bottom of this blog here, makes the
disclaimer ( to protect himself no doubt ) that he is NOT a "mental health
professional" ... but none-the-less has traded on his reputation and
standing in the community as a pastor of religion, to promote some ideas that
are downright dangerous to those in true need, and who are extremely vulnerable
to suggestion. Shame on him for doing so. I can think of at least 3 people in
my life ( 3 too many ) who, if they read this diatribe, may be so devastated by
it's revelations as to sink into further despair. Narcissists come in many
forms - some mildly, some badly, and some completely off the rails where their
'me first' attitudes reach out to all. It is difficult to deal with, but most
people can do so. It is a form of selfishness, and self-centredness ... and if
chronic, a professional counsellor or psychologist can help those on the
receiving end of the abuse a narcissist dishes out. It is NOT for a minister /
writer to regale readers with his own sad stories. That helps no-one, except
himself, in offloading his personal worries to readers. It does cross my mind
that perhaps he is truly narcissistic himself. i.e.. Wanting attention. !!
Violet:
I publish your comment not because I agree
with you or even think you make a valid point, but to demonstrate to other
readers just how off-the-mark and sunk in denial a person can become. None of
your criticisms against the original author are valid: the fact that he is a
pastor (who, BTW, do lots of counselling in their work) does not invalidate his
views; the fact that he has suffered at the hands of narcissists, nor does his
willingness to reveal his personal experiences, mean he is an attention seeking
narcissist. Sometimes our personal experiences and discoveries put us onto the
path of finding useful information and sometimes, instead of being
attention-seeking narcissists, we discover that sharing our experiences and
insights and discoveries can actually help other people.
If I tended towards paranoia, I might think
your comment was a thinly veiled attack on me, my blog, and my writing since I,
too, publish a disclaimer that I am not a mental health professional, either. I
am a retired executive secretary who knows therapy from the inside and
narcissism from both personal experience as a victim and from extensive
research. Do you want to hang the "attention seeking narcissist"
label on me as well? Does everything I have written on this blog have no
validity because I'm not a psychologist or other mental health professional?
Seems rather odd that you would come on the blog written by a layperson who
uses her personal experiences as a jumping off point for much of her writing to
complain about someone who does the very same thing...
Your comment " It is difficult to deal
with, but most people can do so. It is a form of selfishness, and
self-centredness ... " tells me several things about you: 1) you are not
the scapegoat child of a narcissistic parent and if you even know one, you have
very little empathy for that person's experiences and pain; 2) you have no idea
what the personality disorder, NPD, is all about because it is a great deal
more than "a form of selfishness, and self-centredness"; and 3) your
lack of empathy blinds you to just how much help it is for victims of
narcissists to read the personal experiences of other people who have been
victimized by narcissists.
I can't quite tell if you are projecting or
if you are simply so deeply entrenched in denial you can't see beyond your own
opinions and thoughts. But if you'll take the time to read the comments on this
blog from the readers...ignore what I have written, just read the
comments...you will find a lot of people who clearly state how much it has
helped them to learn they are not alone, that they aren't crazy or bad or
wrong, that they are part of an unfortunate community of people who, as
children, were the scapegoats of narcissistic parents and we all have had
similar experiences from parents who behave similarly.
Finally...professional counsellor or psychologist...I
recommend this so often I feel like I should just create a piece of boilerplate
to copy and paste into many of my replies. But the truth is, some people can't
afford professional therapy, some have had bad experiences with therapy and are
not yet strong enough to go back, and there are a lot of therapists out there
who know little or nothing about the kind of devastation a narcissistic parent
can wreak on the psyche of a little kid. Some therapists actually do not
believe the client's stories, thinking them OTT. There is no subspecialty in
psychology designed to help the victims of predatory narcissists, particularly
the adults who were raised by them.
You seem to have a lot of opinions based on
very little knowledge and your attempts to invalidate the efforts of people who
are trying to help those who have endured childhood at the hands of narcissists
falls on deaf ears here. I'd say more, but I fear I might get rude and then I
would have to apologize to you, which I defnitely do not want to have to do.
So...what would you like to say to Annie and her opinion?
